Tiny Little Secrets
Sometimes I just wanna hang out 1 on 1 with anyone, but it's only possible if I'm close to you or else I find it really awkward. When I'm close to someone, even no topics, I can just HTHT anywhere even in crowded places. But if I'm not close to you at all, I find it hard to even ask some sorta questions. All will be just surface questions THEN I will be like 'OMG, THIS IS SO AWKWARD' -.-
That's a tiny secret about me
I hate hanging out in really big groups, cause it gets really out my control sometimes, hard to get things done like even choosing where to go/where to eat etc. & everyone will still be in their own cliques. The only time everyone prob gets together is when someone calls for a grp photo. Plus, it's so hard to hold a proper conversation.
That's a tiny secret about me.
I love surprises, but I can't stand those sort that makes me go like 'Oh, actually I know it. I just don't want to say that I know it cause you all planned things for me & I don't wanna be a surprise popper'. LOL. Ain't that not a surprise anymore?
Biatch, you know it.
That's a tiny secret about me.
As much as my life story goes or unfolds,
I thought I have been through a lot... I'm not your perfect little girl that holds a smile everyday. Yes, I admit I'm happy & all but when I'm not, sometimes I will just be :) Life is not long. Laugh also one day, cry also one day, a day has to pass eventually, so why not just laugh?
I don't get angry with people. I always reflect upon it. So, if I really get angry, it's really not for no reason.
My Philosophy: Why live life SOLELY based on others? Why keep thinking of what others think of you? Be secure. Be secure in GOD!
Yes, I experienced quite a lot of things, but I realise compared to some others, mine's really nothing. In the sense of being 'EXPERIENCED IN CERTAIN THINGS'. Like when I hear those life stories you think will only happen in TV DRAMA serials, I have never done so. Mine's nothing compared to theirs. It's like comparing what I acted for tv dramas and their own life stories. Woah, I never knew such things could happen. Yet, I don't think me not experiencing such things is a bad thing after all. I could learn from others, why must it happen on me then I can learn? Mistakes. Correcting them is always shown by what others do.
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