Everything in its Time

Everything in its Time

• 16 February 2014

These days I've been praying. I've been talking to many people. A lot more than before...
It's something that seems so simple to me yet back to reality, it's not easy having to decide everything for myself coupled with the things said by the people around me. The longer I drag on, at times I have more doubts with myself. It's not an issue of being indecisive but more of an issue of commitment. Thank you everyone who have been by my side though it all.

On another issue, sometimes, the thought of quitting school is so real though I know at the back of my mind that I wouldn't. But it already feels like I have mentally quitted just that I'm physically still here. Really just put down everything I've worked hard for and do something bigger that I was made to do. It's not like I'm doing anything great here in University. I am just here for the sake for being here physically and attending my lessons, yet time and time again no matter how hard I try, I still fail to do well. Yes, I enjoy lessons with my friends, but can anyone else feel the pain of a short attention span kid like myself being stuck in a 3 hour lesson. I seriously wonder how my other classmates can do it. I really can't. Halfway through the lesson, my mind is elsewhere. How can anyone sit through a 3 hour lesson concentrating fully? I am just being honest. Maybe I am not University student material, but then again, it's not something that I am concerned about. What I'm more concern about is my time spent here. See, if I don't spend those 3 hours in class, I would have made better use of the time elsewhere perhaps running my own business or helping others, blessing the ones in need, anything! Just doing something more productive!

On a side note, I chanced upon this song just when I wanted to give up at times. I almost broke into tears. I love Corrine May's, I can really relate to her songs, her thoughts, her stories. Beautiful lyrics, Beautiful tunes. What more can I ask for?

Less Worrying, Less Ranting, More Praying! (:
Here's the song, enjoy!

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead

How long till my hunger is fed

They say it's hard to make it in this part of town

So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology

Some turn to crystal balls

To find an answer,

To get through it all

I just fall on my knees and I try to pray

In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides

Out to the ocean and under the sky

I promise you, the answer will come

Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind

Somebody must have moved that finish line

There are a thousand reasons

Why I should give up

But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides

Out to the ocean and under the sky

I promise you, the answer will come

Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan

One I still can't see

A little surprise, like your love in my life

Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides

Out to the ocean and under the sky

I promise you, the answer will come

Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

Everything in its time

Everything in its time