FML! I feel like screaming. It's as through I'm doing the entire orientation by myself & its not even funny. And, I'm sick I'm on medication… sighs, really, when I walked out of the library just now after seating there on my seat for 3freaking hours, I felt as if I'm doing a whole new project just that without my group members with me this time round. Agreeing to let Shawn go on his holiday right before week zero orientation when nothing’s completed and meaning I have to do most of the things myself, probably a wrong choice I made. But it’s just my nature, I know he wants to go, so I let him go. I mean, just go la. I don’t want to pull people back… Not regretting my choice. I hope he would be refreshed enough to help me out for the actual orientation itself!
Have some faith, Sam! (:
On the brighter side, well, some of them did ask if I needed help. But, the things I’m doing can’t be passed on simply to another person to do just like that. It’s like A to Z, if I pass one part o a person, I have to explain the whole flow again, which confuses things.
My friends even commented 'HUH! You President leh, why are u doing everything? Just delegate la'. I wish I could. I guess I'm not born a slacker. I would feel guilty if I'm not doing my job as a President. To me, it's like 'Exactly, because they are not doing, so I have to do it right!' And, to me I'm the kind that if I decide to start on something, I'll take ownership of it and complete it till the very end. Ohwells, enough of it. I hope everything will be worth it. I’m sorry, this is just a ranting post... hahaha, yeah. I will get through this phrase once I’m done with the programme booklet.
I seriously can't wait to get over and done with everything. It ends this week officially. I'm finished. Gone. I deserve a break.
Driving test tomorrow, down to SMU and gonna collect those 3 cute furry headed mascots, my life. Ciaoz.