Post-Grad Holidays

Post-Grad Holidays

• 21 May 2012

It's been nearly 3mths since school's out.
I SHOULD and OUGHT to be blogging more in this space. I'm sorry for being rather busy still. Really need to commit more, a little more time to love this blog of mine.

These years, my life's captured on this blog, and this space of mine has very much been of both an emotional escape and a joyful delight for me. I admit, sometimes, I blog about uncertainties... not knowing what's on my mind and what exactly I want. Through these few months, certainly I have not really been thinking of the future, I'm really enjoying life travelling and seeking opportunities as they come by. The only choice I really have been thinking about is of which university and course to enrol myself in. Other than that, just enjoy the present carefree life that has been given to me, because I truly think I deserve it and shouldn't be too hard on myself. Look! When Uni starts, it's a chiong 4years more of my life, I can't imagine how to survive. Life's very depressing when all day long you are left with a no choice but to study for exams and stay up late for projects. I'm really pretty amazed that I've survived through tertiary education. *chants* 'I wanna get outta here!' I remember how I just couldn't wait to graduate, even unofficially, cause everything was taking a toll on me and I'm just an innocent 'victim'.

As I grow older, and hopefully wiser, more matured than yesterday, I realise that this phrase 'When life throws you lemons, Make lemonades', is so damn true.

For now, I'm intending to still live life as it is. Treat myself well, socially and materialistically and of course wait for uni to begin on 20th Aug, with a new heart and mindset. Gonna immerse myself in the school spirit and do my best. I hope I will, like what I did for all my prev schools. And, through school hasn't started, I know I'll miss TP and all my prev project groupmates real bad. I know it already. Wouldn't have survived Year3 without them, especially. We were really not the best combination of people in terms of producing work. But we had different personalities and different strengths which made us a little more imba than other groups. Like how I only have the big picture concept, zhijun adding on to it, esther typing my ideas into words,etc. Thanks for everything peeps (for tolerating my perfectionism and trusting in me), we have done so many damn projects together and aced them. No matter how tough the going gets for me, I promise I'll do you guys proud!