My 19th Year
In the past 365days days of being M18, I didn't really feel my age. One will never feel his or her exact age, age is just a number. But the experiences are definitely more than numbers & words can comprehend. I believe that whatever problems I’d come across in the past year & the other 17years of my life, I’ve become a stronger, better person. Every single step I take, Every single choice I make affects my future.
With that, I’ll list down my resolutions for a brand new beginning and I yearn to carry them out:
- Spend more time with God.
These past few months, I've neglected God...
My faith is strong, I believe in God and related stuffs. But, I haven't been attending caregroup regularly:( *sighs* Sometimes, I'm too lazy after internship hours, sometimes I just don't feel like. It's bad, and I know it. Because everytime I don't attend, something bad will happen to me. Ohgod. Why does it happen. Anyways, he is my creater, so Jesus takes the wheel. I have to learn to walk more faithfully with God and be a salt & light, a good influenza to people around me. I'll be different, and I'll show what my god is like. I'm not afraid I'm not afraid to show who my god is & who I believe in.
- Spend more time with my family and friends.
I always believe that there must be one reason or another people walk into my life and make such great impact on me. To those who appreciate and love me for who I am, Thank You. And for those who’d helped me more than I can imagine, who’d been there for me more than I could count, thank God for letting me meet you. I don't know how many friends I may have disappoint(I hope not!) but nevertheless, thanks everyone for being there for me, especially those angels around me!
- Graduate with Merit.
My nature is that I'm lazy, really. Since young, I never really do my work and always find excuses (especially during tuition, like I'll purposely go in my room and take my own sweet time to take pen/calculator). Sighs. I procrastinate alot, so here I am, I PROMISE I WILL PUT IN MY 101% EFFORTS, STUDY CONSISTENTLY & STUDY HARD for my last semester of my Poly Education, it's the last lap, let's go!
- Stop spending my money away!
I don’t understand why I tend to be kinda broke in the middle of the month. I save my moolahs and I spent them too. I work as & when only, and I get decent pocket money. Guess I have to shop less!
- Be NICER to people around me.
I have to learn to appreciate people more, and criticise people less. It's less of me, and more of others!
- Be more Decisive!
Growing up means making more decisions, decisions that MAY affect your life your future, etc. Sighs, I'm getting bad at this, ironically, when I was younger I knew exactly what I wanted. As I grow older, I get more exposed to things, I know what I don't want but not what I want. Right, even as a kid when my Mum asked what I wanted to be, I said 'I don't want to be ____...' but I didn't say what I wanted to be. LOL. Ohwells, the lord has a plan for me, please show me the light!
That shall be it. School starts in 1 days' time.
Goodlucks to me & Goodnight world